My 'lines' from today

When will you start listening to me? What do I have to do?
I'm about to melt down again.
I've tried asking, begging, crying, threatening, shouting, bargaining,
none have worked.
What strategy should I employ?
You say you want responsibility, so I assign it. I give it.
But you reject it, forget stuff.
I'm left to do everything.
I'm on repeat.
Having the same conversation over and over.
It's exhausting.
I don't have anyone.
I'm lonely, depressed, anxious, tired.
Tired of being tired, tired of talking of being too tired.
Too tired to speak.
I need more.
I need help. I want to go home.
I want people around me who I can trust.
I'm stuck. I'm trapped in a dark, thick prison where everything is the same.
You're not listening to me.
I'm doing my best. I can't keep up.
I want to trust, I want to breathe, I want to sleep.
I need perspective. I need to get a grip.
It's the worst I've ever felt.
It's hard.